Has it happened to you so that it seems everything is changing with
such a speed that you cannot understand whether it is falling apart or coming
together? And your throat feels tight, and your stomach feels tense, and at a
certain moment you need to choose – whether it is falling apart or coming
together?
Maybe also you had it happen so that everything around is splendid –
even the weather is to your taste, and inside you… everything is falling apart
or coming together. And the throat and the stomach there, too. From fear or too
much expectation of great happenings.