Has it happened to you so that it seems everything is changing with such a speed that you cannot understand whether it is falling apart or coming together? And your throat feels tight, and your stomach feels tense, and at a certain moment you need to choose – whether it is falling apart or coming together?
Maybe also you had it happen so that everything around is splendid – even the weather is to your taste, and inside you… everything is falling apart or coming together. And the throat and the stomach there, too. From fear or too much expectation of great happenings.